Blake

I don't know my cousin Blake super well, but I really care about him. Bless his heart. He needs some miracles and healing. He's in ICU. Wish I could be there. I have been telling all my night watch friends at IHOP (international house of prayer), to pray for him. I looked up his blog to see the updates. I cried when I clicked on the link for the definition of the procedure they are going to do on monday. Man, it breaks my heart to see the pictures of someone's leg all gashed open. I thought of what Blake must look like, and it makes me cry. So sad, and so painful. I can't even imagine. I know there isn't anything I could physically do to help, besides hugging my aunt and uncle, and offering some coffee maybe. :) I am praying all through my day. He's really been on my heart. And his little boy Tresden, Blake's brothers and family... Guys, I love you all. Never got close to my family like I would have wanted. Living overseas, kinda puts a hold on friendships sometimes. But.. I have today to love and get to know and the days ahead. God touch Blake's body right now, heal every hurt, every pain, and heal his heart. Reveal your love and your power to restore, mend and carry him through anything. Love ya Blake,
Steph

God have mercy .......

Argh. I need help guys. My house is up for rent, I am behind on my payments and in debt. I am probably making a bigger fuss about this than I need to, I know I am. God is bigger than, and mightier than, richer than... ahhhh. Show me the money is what I am thinking. errrr.... I am stuck against a rock and a hard place. My Romania funds have come in with flying colors, butttt.. on the "home" front, financial hole is getting bigger. What is God up to? Blessing on one hand and a lesson on the other? He's my rock and my fortress. So I am pretty much put in a position where I have to full on not just lean but climb up on and hold on for dear life to the rock. Ok so this isn't life or death, but it's HARD buddy. mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. .. ok, well aren't you glad you checked out my blog today!!! :) Tune in later to see the great miracle that God is doing/did/gonna do, real soon. How just when I thought it was too late, He turned it all around, because He is the God of the break through, midnight hour, perfect loving, good, good, God and father. He is my friend, He is in control, He hasn't and won't let me go. He is my Rock, and though it's painful sometimes to lean, He is steady and firm beneath my feet. I love you Lord. Show me mercy, your loving kindness, grace, grace. ~SQ

I'm back

so this is a short intro into my 'blog come back'. i am still up and it's 7:13 am. need to get dreaming quick. so please tune in soon, i will have something a little newer and updated :) good night.
Steph