Monday, February 25, 2008

Give, give, give, give...etc.....

Guies, God is so faithful! He is so good and he hears every whisper from my heart. Update on my house. I thought I was going to lose it and have it foreclosed on a few weeks ago. Wasn't able to pay Jan or Feb on house payment. I have felt in my heart that the Lord has already said yes, for several weeks now. I still have inquired of him and asked for him to provide, none-the-less. There have been so many little confirmations in many different ways, and a few days ago, God opened a crack in heaven and gave me a glimpse of what is in store for my future. I was reading and praying Malachi 3:10-12 in the Prayer room the other night. I was agreeing with his word and asked him to put me on someones heart that night or the next day. I told him I would be looking for it and expectantly believing. Got into singing and about 20 min after my 2 min prayer, a girl tapped me on my shoulder. I barely know her, she is from the internship in track 1. I opened my eyes and she handed me a note that said, "Be Blessed". I slowly opened it up thinking, maybe some gas money or something. $1,000.00 check!!!!! I was shocked and humbled and ran her down and mouthed "are you sure?!!" (we aren't supposed to talk in Prayer room midnight-6am). She said yes, and I strangled her with several hugs. Weak arms and legs, fast heartbeat and aching cheeks (from smiling) I thanked God.
-Be encouraged to trust in God's provision,
Stephanie Q

Monday, February 11, 2008

Global Minded

Hello,
writing from the IHOP coffee shop computers, "Higher Grounds". got up at 2pm today, which is good for me now but last track (sept-dec '07), it would have been way early. still wouldn't want to get up any earlier. stayed up till 8am last night, which is late:) i know, to all you day people ("normal ones") this probably sounds a bit backwards. yesterday i missed a good message at FCF (forrunner christian fellowship- our sunday service). i was in the middle of helping out in cec (childrens equiping center). so instead of an inspiring worship set with Eddie James and crew, a sobering message by Mike Bickle, i was running around trying to disciple 3-7 year olds.
i plan on getting a cd of the service, but in the mean time i have some notes. last night my friend passed there notes to me. wow. Jesus is coming back, like soon. i love missionaries, their kids and different cultures and countries soooooo much! being an mk myself (missionary kid), i can identify with them for sure. last night after a informative hour with Stuart Greeves and Sada Rogers from 3am -4am on the Harp and Bowl model, i had a good 2 hours to be seriously impacted with the near future of life as we know it.
didn't know what to pray or say exactly, just senced a heavy, soberness about how we need to pray for mission organizations, missionaries, geographical areas and for Israel and Jerusalem. i have so many missionary friends and contacts with mission organizations all over the world. i will be specifically be praying for Papua New Guinea, Romania, World Gospel Mission, Friendship International, Compassion International (i have a child from Tanzania - Winie Juma) and a forever long list of missionaries and mk's that i know. i know that 6 -10 hours in the prayer room seems like it is enough to pray for every thing, but it's not. friends, we need to pray, we need to know God. the world needs Jesus,
blessings,
your friend in the night,
Stephanie Queen

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Reckless Abandoned

a little sobered at the moment. Jesus is coming back. it won't matter what money i have, car i drive, whether my makeup is on, if i have tons of friends, in debt or if i have the perfect job. won't matter if i know everything there is to know, the question will be "Do i know Jesus, and does he know me?" do i know His voice? when there are people left and right speaking in His name, but have deception in their hearts, will i be able to discern that or will i be decieved? it's time we get to know God. "Seek the Lord while He may be found", right now while it's easy. people get ready, Jesus is coming.
-Queen