In Danger of Becoming Hermit Cat Lady

So... next thursday i'll be on my way to Kansas City. it has been a couple years since i had to share a dorm room. i must say i have grown quite comfortable with having my own space. i kinda see myself borderlining weird cat lady though. :) 27 years old, single, work and go home to my cat in a house by myself! probably good for me to have to be around other people, and learn to share again :) otherwise, i just might become that lady. (used to say that God wanted me to be a nun and that i was rebelling against the idea.) i now have come to the conclusion, that i might very well just scare boys or something. kinda like Peppermint Pattie with "Chuck" (drew, i know that isn't why you called me p.p. :)
really, just joking about the "guy" thing. i figure if i want the right one, that i should wait on God to bring him to me. not going to go looking... enuf of boys........
but yeah, i must say i will enjoy hitting the pavement and just driving. makes me feel like i'm going somewhere... (you know what i mean) i love traveling. anywhere new is great. then there is the all too familiar awkward uncomfortableness of being the new kid. i know everyone else there will feel the same, and no matter how much i have traveled, and moved, the insecurities never get easier. i guess i'm ok with it, cause sooner or later you get comfortable again.
also, i can't tell you how many planes and buses and houses i have been in/on and i have yet to learn how to be a "light" packer. i never have been good at separating the important from the not so necessary. same with taking notes in college / high school. i would start highlighting or writing and before you knew it, my whole page was bright yellow except for a few words :).....
i will be staying up all night when i get to K.City. i have pulled all nighters to write 15 page english papers, or last minute studying for finals. i was quite the pro at procrastinating :) guess it takes a lot of built up pressure to motivate me? that's a good thing at work i guess, when it comes to being able to handle quite a bit of stress before i start getting "angry". friends at Starbucks make fun of me when i say i'm "upset", or that something got me mad. Guess i don't show it very often. (believe me, ask my brothers and parents, i can get ugly!)
well, still wondering where the trees are that grow $$$. it'll all work out in the end and even though i believe in my heart God is going to do something awesome. i will probably be suprized non-the-less.. "Oh, me of unbelief"..... don't know how many of you are reading this, feel free to comment, i opened it up for anyone. then again, i am a cat lady candidate, so might not have too many visitors :) see ya... My friends at Longhorn on stringtown road, Grove City.. you all have been good to me (except for one person, who you all know and agree with me about :) -keep in touch
#Queener